2021.12.04 20:36 leereh999 Does Amazon pay by the minutes?
2021.12.04 20:36 aisptn01 You aren't men if you don't have beard
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2021.12.04 20:36 New_to_being_a_Sissy Check me
2021.12.04 20:36 spasteful [vent] my friends might be starting to hate me
whenever I'm talking at lunch they talk over me and once I said a joke and one of them said are you trying to be funny? I was devastated but I know I should not be because it's a small thing but I overthink a lot and I'm sensitive and I was about to cry over such a small thing lmao.
anyways I told them that my cat gave birth today and only one of 3 cared. they cared more about a celebrities birthday which was today, I mean yea that's really exciting I guess but they don't really care about my news anymore or anything else, really. what's worse is that everyone has someone, except me, my best friend who I love so much is drifting away, I feel like no one would really care if I disappeared because at least they have someone, right? I mean I don't blame her anyway, I'm ugly and a fucking no one, I'm definitely not interesting, I'm a crybaby, I have mental breakdowns every 2 seconds, overthinker, have undiagnosed issues, forgets easily, hopeless romantic, I'm suicidal, I have intrusive thoughts, I'm failing school, but I'm taking action on the school part, no one really likes me at school or has a crush on me, I am a spoiled brat, I'm lazy, cut myself, I'm losing my happiness and I don't know what's going to happen to me anymore. I want to live by myself, in a noisy city, and enjoy life with a group of friends who care about me. might be too much to ask but whatever...
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2021.12.04 20:36 Alive_Employer_967 when they’re not usain bolting on their wheel
2021.12.04 20:36 ME24saken I like DoT builds; what should I play next?
Builds I've played so far:
Venom Gyre (trade, Blight)
Creeping Frost / Vortex (SSF, Harvest)
Death's Oath (trade, Heist)
Toxic Rain (SSF, Ritual)
Exsanguinate Arcanist Brand (SSF, Ultimatum)
Summon Reaper Bleed (SSF, Expedition)
Poisonous Concoction (trade, Scourge)
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2021.12.04 20:36 Tkells97 Mega steelix 6229 4198 6690
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2021.12.04 20:36 whorenessy any dietary suggestions to slim my big boy down? his name is big chungus but i’m tryna get him to be little chungus
2021.12.04 20:36 russell0xd [EU] LFT 2500 ELO PLAYER
Faceit lvl 10 player looking to grind. current elo is 2500
can play any role besides IGL
i speak english.
discord tag: Zekken#8548
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2021.12.04 20:36 Interesting-Ad5905 ‼️
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2021.12.04 20:36 Bazzlefaulty Mask of the quiet one
Pulse monitor is getting a buff next patch so I tested to check it. While being on my Titan I saw A mask of a quiet one im my inventory (it droped for me recently from a GM) so I went into control with in on my head and I have to say - it is very, very trash. While playing against HC users (of course) i couldn't get it's perk going. I would die and 1 time that I was able to kill with barely no health, 1 HC headshot and i was gone. I am not saying to buff it so much so it would be on pair with old one Eyed mask or wormhusk but it can work on a basic of unrelenting, but better. I am thinking of something like this: you are trading with one person and manage to win but have literally 1 hp, there the mask comes and heals you for a chunk of your health and gives you a short damage resistant. We can ser bungie giving extra resistances for other classes (onmiocullus - hunters, stag- warlock, protective light). Now only titans are left behind and I think that changing this underused exotic this way would be very beneficial for both PvP and PvE (you have literally free protective light with damage buff and increased ability regen but with the drawback of it being much shorter and healing part is only applied if you kill something- it can be adjusted the same way as unrelenting is in both PvP and PvE). I hope you can hive your opinions on this topic.
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2021.12.04 20:36 donjulio988 [WTS] Air Jordan 1 retro high OG ‘Black/White’ SZ 10.5 [$350]
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2021.12.04 20:36 Shock_and_Awwwwww Budget Partscaster Just Finished
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2021.12.04 20:36 acrowsmurder Short Jeans
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2021.12.04 20:36 RandomAccessMelodies I am starting an outdoor recreation group for 20s and 30s in Marin
I just started the group… check it out if you could!
There will be outings planned for all skills levels.
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2021.12.04 20:36 Ok_Celery6926 This is one of the best purchases I’ve ever made!
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2021.12.04 20:36 SnooAbbreviations12 U.S. Survivor Seasons Rankings Poll
2021.12.04 20:36 UchihaItachi1638 Marta Borkowska (@marta_lvlfit)
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2021.12.04 20:36 help_me_please_1204 Extreme anxiety prior to seeing my fiancé
Me (28 M) and my fiancé (28 F) have been together for 8 years. We live together in her house for 4 years. Just recently in September I proposed and we got engaged. The problem is, we've had some bad years... Most of the time we fight a lot and every single time I feel guilty and I apologize for my behavior. Every time I stand up for myself I'm told that I'm the crazy one and I shouldn't be sad or upset. I cry every time we fight and ask her for another chance... I feel extremely guilty and the last few months have been suicidal for me.
Going back a few months ago... We had a trip in July outside the country. We had a great time and everything was like a breath of fresh air during the pandemic, but, at some point she cried because she thought I was going to propose and that was the point of the trip... I felt guilty. After we arrived from the trip she planned a new trip outside the country.
Back in March I quit my job due to burnout. I lost some hair and half of my remaining hair went gray. I felt like if I continued that job I was going to kill myself. I was working 12 hours a day and even in weekends just to catch up. I wasn't sleeping enough and some days I didn't eat.
After I quit my job I went to a psychiatrist and regularly went to a therapist. I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder and suicidal tendencies. I was prescribed SSRI's and benzos.
The whole month of August I was alone, since she was visiting her parents and working from home from another place. I felt so guilty about the whole "You didn't propose to me" thing that I searched obsessively in the whole month of August for an engagement ring. I didn't do anything for myself this whole time. I just felt like the clock is ticking, I don't deserve my girlfriend and I'm a horrible person.
After we got engaged in September my depression got worse. I could barely get out of bed and eat. Some days I completely forgot I need to eat... This time she was asking me obsessively about the wedding and future plans. I tried to get involved but I simply was not there. I couldn't think about anything. Marriage, life, career. I felt like I didn't exist. I felt like I was just some checkbox in another person's life. I shouldn't have asked her while being in depression, but I felt I was loosing her and disappoint her again.
For the last month or two I've been extremely suicidal. She recently got sick of me. She told me she doesn't care how I feel and doesn't want to see me in bed looking at the walls... So I kind of kicked myself out of the house every day. I was staying every day in coffee shops, the library and eating once a day, if I remembered. I sometimes walked outside the house just for her to not see me. I'm sick of being a failure. I managed to go some days to the gym because I don't want to get sick and be a burden for anybody. I don't care about myself, I just don't want to disappoint others.
She complained constantly that she can't work because she sees me in bed. I swear I'm not doing anything, I'm not making any noise. She's saying that it's my fault that she's not successful at her work and I believe her... I don't think it's good to see someone like me.
Also, the fights escalated in the last year. We fought like 3 hours every other day. Every time I apologized for my behavior and felt guilt. Even when I thought I was right I still didn't want to disappoint her so I told her I was wrong. I did this because I think I made mistakes in the past and I don't deserve to blame her. She tells me about things I did in the past and I can't blame her. I think I'm a horrible person and barely deserve to live.
Fast forward. December 4th. I'm all alone in her apartment (10 days alone). My girlfriend is at her family until Sunday. Since December 1st I felt anxious about seeing my girlfriend again, so each evening I take lorazepam(benzodiazepine) just thinking about this... Just thinking about we're going to fight again and I'm not enough. The thing is, these days I felt a lot better, I slept well and I got up to do things.
In the past I tried to break up, but I feel like I don't deserve to be happy and I gave this girl a ring so I shouldn't quit this relationship. When I've told her about a break-up she tells me "You used me", "The ring didn't mean anything to you", "You mocked me", "You're not even trying", "You abandoned us", "You're just a coward"... And after that I feel like she's right and I feel extreme guilt. I feel like I don't deserve to live.
When I cry I try to hide it from her. Last time she saw me crying she asked me "Why are you doing this to me?" and told me "You're faking depression. It's all fake.". When I cry in bed I use a pillow so she won't hear me.
Last time we fought about whether I paid the utilities or not... I simply couldn't remember, I swear. I usually pay them on time. It turns out I paid them but because I had some doubts she got mad at me, screamed at me and began mimicking me for how I sit in bed depressed and she constantly rolled her eyes... I cried and panicked, I couldn't move. I just stood in a corner crying, thinking I've lost my mind completely... I wanted just to not be alive anymore, to disappear.
I'm in this point where I can't figure if what I'm saying is nonsense and I'm losing my mind... I spoke with her on the phone these days and she seemed normal but I have this feeling we're going to fight once more when she gets home and I'll feel guilt and hate myself for any possible mistakes I've done. I always feel like I'm a horrible human being.
When I contemplated suicide I was going to transfer all my savings to her, so at least she could have some reparations for being with a horrible person.
I didn't take SSRI's yet. I'm very scared to begin this treatment. My mother took them and she was a zombie a while ago.
TL;DR: I take pills (benzodiazepines) to cope with seeing my fiancé soon. I feel restless and scared. I don't know at this point if I'm just a terrible person or my girlfriend gaslighted me into believing this.
What should I do? Have I gone mad? Does it make any sense to try and work things out? If I leave, how can I do it, knowing that I live with her and she works from home all time?
Thank you and I really hope I didn't waste your time. Sorry for the wall of text. I don't have anyone close to talk to.
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2021.12.04 20:36 Gamefighter3000 Learning retopology, is this fine ?
Im doing the retopo for my character right now and i do know about the general idea of it, i just fear that the polycount is too high already and im unsure if the flow is good or not.
(facecount is at 937 for the head)
At least i ended up with no tris, ngons or poles so far :)
Still i would gladly appreciate some tips on how i can improve at retopology or in general resources towards it.
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2021.12.04 20:36 ispsg628 Want to take both for a ride
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2021.12.04 20:36 weenphisher76 Roasting marshmallows on a cold Indiana night after chores are done.
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2021.12.04 20:36 noarvi Question for the Oswald people
Regarding his dyslexia, how do we know? This is more of a dyslexia-research question and I agree that he was severely dyslexic, but where does that information come from? Is it just from the way he wrote/his own information or from people who knew him?
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2021.12.04 20:36 bcbeeboy add me for daily gifts (+ some raid invites)