2022.01.21 11:35 Soggy_Thing_672 Karma
My story starts off with a divorce. My wife. Well, my ex-wife and I were married for Ten years. We tried for a baby and my wife got pregnant. It was the happiest thing that has ever happened to us. But six weeks in she started to get cramps and skin seemed to be falling out of her. We went to the doctor and he told us the bad news. My wife had a miscarriage. We had to stay at the hospital for days because we had to get the baby’s body out. We also couldn’t drive or travel in any way. The grief was bad. After we calmed down enough we made our way home. The house seemed colder. It’s like it knew something was wrong. Or it knew what was to come.
Those days seemed to be the hardest of my life. My wife at the time seemed to be cold to almost everything. She would only talk to her mom, at least when she wasn’t crying. I on the other hand was just really num. I started to drink heavily and it seemed to work at the time. I started to come home later and later. My wife and I argued about my drinking and why I always come home late with a scent of alcohol. We slept in different rooms. A month went by before my wife said the dreaded words. The words we all dread. We need to talk. By the end of the day we were no longer married and I was living with a friend.
I drank myself to sleep all the time. My life was crumbling around me and still is to this day. I went to the bar like any other day, to drink my sorrow away. I was drowning in self pity. Days went by living with my friend but he ended up kicking me out for always coming home drunk and stealing his money for more drinks. I wandered around the streets wondering where I should go. I walked up to a homeless man that was asking for money. I was so mad and drunk. My life continued to fall and I felt so alone. I regret what I did but not at that moment. I beat the homeless man to death in broad daylight. After the deed was done I found a place to sleep under tarp over a car and slept there.
After I woke up with a massive hangover it finally sunk in that I had just killed someone. I walked, regretting life and ever being born the feeling of dread hurt my soul more than anything. I don’t believe in god, but if he is real I’m sorry.
I made my way to the library. I found a computer I sat down to write what you are reading right now. So you see I’m going to turn myself in. I just hope my wife is going to be ok. She was the love of my life. I loved her so much. But now that I think of it I don’t think the homeless person was a man. That homeless person also seemed to look a lot like her.
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2022.01.21 11:35 WayToSpace Area 51
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2022.01.21 11:35 maxplainn Цены на бензин. У нефтетрейдеров нет оборотных средств, чтобы их сдерживать
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2022.01.21 11:35 jgharka Lavrov Reiterates Moscow’s Position on NATO Enlargement, Says It Was Created Against USSR and Now Is Working Against Russia
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2022.01.21 11:35 bardsleyfitness Day 6 | Upper Body Workout | JACKD 30-DAY PROGRAM
2022.01.21 11:35 Snorky10 Andy Warhol's America episode 2 - Charting Andy Warhol’s response to major events in the Sixties and how he faced his own nightmare when he was shot by an associate.
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2022.01.21 11:35 Danno415 Question about Reaper Farm/Viewing On Mobile
I just staked about 40% of my FTM onto Reaper.Farm (via the FTM-TOMB token on SpookySwap).
I'm hoping to keep an eye on how the compounding is going via my phone, but it doesn't seem like the token can be reflected in MetaMask? I got a frFTMTOMB token once I deposited my FTM-TOMB LP token, but I think that's just a receipt. Anyone know best way to keep track without having to go to Reaper.Farm each time?
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2022.01.21 11:35 itrustpeople Actele de studii obținute în Moldova vor fi recunoscute în România
2022.01.21 11:35 nivs_archive_bot_p2 International Linguistics Olympiad – Sample Problems
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2022.01.21 11:35 treblast [On Hand] LV Newspaper pouch
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2022.01.21 11:35 NiftyDriftNFT New Token on the Block! DNT https://etherscan.io/token/0x86632544e69c8019babd01be75393f9c2d46ee70#tokenTrade
Found this token: https://info.uniswap.org/#/pools/0x0846f0e96eeeb5e0cde0e1fbd415527da7857bcb can be worth looking into.
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2022.01.21 11:35 Anish316 Refs, judges set for UFC 270 headliners: Herb Dean for Main Event, Jason Herzog for Co-Main.
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2022.01.21 11:35 ryan22000044 I wanted to learn to drive a stick shift.
2022.01.21 11:35 EestiMentioned [/r/ArmeniaNT] APL 2022-2023 Format Discussion
2022.01.21 11:35 dipshit_banker Hey Bioware, found a typo.
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2022.01.21 11:35 tinfoiltatertot always falls through
20f here. I really struggle to maintain a connection with people. Does anyone else feel similar? It’s so easy to shovel out posts asking for friendship, yet keeping up that friendship? Entirely different story.
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2022.01.21 11:35 Responsible-Print-86 People who got kicked out of bootcamp for prt failure
People who got boot booted out for prt failure what is it like and did you fight your case i only have a week to ship out and would love to know your story
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2022.01.21 11:35 deadbooboo too expensive coke in my country
2022.01.21 11:35 LiveToSee22 Best self-paced course on conversational AI
Is there a good online (self-paced) course that covers the basic of conversational AI? I'd like to learn more about the fundamentals behind things like GPT-3, one-shot vs. multi-shot learning, etc. Thinking maybe some place like Coursera or Udemy might have something but haven't found anything yet.
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2022.01.21 11:35 8oggl3 Hard sell at 20% loss
Am I wrong if I always sell once an investment is showing a 20% loss with no visible signs that it’s going to recover soon? Should I hang on longer?
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2022.01.21 11:35 Jurex12 Join the Divine Wagers Discord Server!
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2022.01.21 11:35 WesternBeginning7220 Mega aero ADD 3076 2371 1055
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2022.01.21 11:35 fetito666 Can I use TeamViewer in a VMware VM?
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